You see, we were going to have this wonderful 2 week whirlwind romance. You would come up to me and say hello and from then on it be bliss for 2 perfect whole weeks. And only 2 weeks because we know it's all the time we have for but for two weeks it would of been magical. It would be fill with holding hands, kisses, phone calls until dawn, laughter and everything else that love songs are about. We would of made the world jealous together.

But no, it's not going to happen. We won't be that couple of crazy kids in love. We won't have our final kiss goodbye as we part with beautiful memories of us. Not its not going to happen.

Instead I'll go my way and you, yours.

It could of be some kind of wonderful romance. If only.....

Just like every other girl...

I indulge in a bit of camwhoring...

I booked my one way ticket to Melbourne today at work. My hands was shaking and tears started trickling out despite my hardest not to. It made me think is this a mistake? Can I really do this? Move away from everything I know? My comfort zone?

Truth be known I'm scared as hell. Truth be said I'm not happy in Perth but will I be over there? I don't know... only time will tell.

I'm hoping this is a step in the right direction.

I really need to get my act togther and cease spending unecessarily.

I have yet to secure a job over there and I'm wishing I had saved a bit more in the bank.

I really should get a wiggle on and start ebaying off those items I said I would nearly a month ago.

I really go to grow up if I'm going to go and relocate myself on the otherside of the country.